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Lesson on Love

Posted by diana in Love, Relationship on August 7, 2011

Well, it’s been awhile again. So much has happened in my life. This year so far has been amazing, but as always, there’s always a down side to everything.

I was out of a 8/9 year relationship (depends on how you count the years) beginning this year. I basically gave up on love. Then something happened. This person came into my life, and almost like magic, gave me the happiest time that I have ever felt for a long time. I thought that this must have been God’s miracle, giving me hope again. But I was wrong. Just because you give your all, doesn’t mean they will do the same, or let alone, feel the same way. I had to learn it all over again.

Sometimes I wonder, if there’s truly someone out there for me. I feel really tired of trying. They say love happens when you’re not looking for it. Well, I haven’t looked, and it still didn’t happen. Maybe I should start looking, or maybe I should just give up altogether.

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Blink of An Eye

Posted by diana in Life on May 24, 2011

In the blink of an eye, it’s almost summer. I have almost finished working on my first movie. I could still remember like it was yesterday when I first started. Ahh, I’m going to miss this job when I leave. I really could use a vacation, but have get right back on my grind for the next job. Just one week break, hopefully that’s enough.

LA is such a beautiful place. I’m surprised that I am only one of the very few people that likes LA, based on the people that I’ve spoken to. I think somewhere in Cali is where I want to be when I retire. Preferably by the beach.

I’ve been neglecting this blog again for awhile, but I need to really start blogging, post pictures, etc. There’s so much that I would like to write, but just gets really lazy at times. Things in my life is also getting a bit more stable, and I’m hoping that it will continue to move towards that path. My goal for the end of summer is to get my own apartment, style it with Ikea :) Have a really nice display for my shoes (lol), and try to be more of a fashion blogger as well :) . Explore LA, explore Cali, venture out to Mexico, Vegas, maybe few other places. Life is too short, there’s so much to do, and I need to finally live it.

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Let go of what’s gone and hold on to what you have

Posted by diana in Emotions, Life, Love, Relationship on April 3, 2011

“Love the ones you can. Touch the ones you can reach. Let the others go.”
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, Only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be, And that you have wasted years on someone who wasn’t worth it. If that person isnt worth it now, its not going to worth in a year or 10 years from now.
“Let go of what’s gone and hold on to what you have.”

Saw this on my friend Kristine’s facebook, and I just have to write about it.

I’ve spent basically the last decade dedicating my heart to someone, believing that one day, he will see and understand. But reality comes in, it doesn’t always work like in the movies. Things don’t always pan out the way you think it’ll be. Seems like all of my past relationships always ended up with me being heartbroken and alone, while the other party ended up either married, have kids, or happy with someone else. I swear I feel like Good Luck Chuck, where every girl he sleeps with gets hitched.

Now I’m involved in something that I don’t even know what I’m doing. This is brand new and scary to me. I’m not young any more, I don’t have much time to waste. As much as it hurts to be alone, I have to face the fact that this might be it for me. I’m not giving up, I’m just choosing me and what makes me happy and not being hurt, wondering all the time…

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Mirror

Posted by diana in Life on March 20, 2011

Sometimes when I look in the mirror, I don’t recognize the person.  I’m not speaking metaphorically.  Is that really me in the reflection?  Have you ever felt that way?  Where you don’t recognize yourself?  It’s even more scary at night, with the lights off, and I see myself in the mirror, which seems like a ghost, haunting me.  

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Purp & Yellow

Posted by diana in Fun on February 27, 2011
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