Yes, I’m still up, working on this animation project. I’m still at school, staring at this damn computer for the last 6 hours. I’m kind of tired, but not really, I’m sure if I hit the bed, I will feel the pain. Yet I’m still not done I think I’m gonna stop for the day today, then come back later today once I get some sleep, and finish this off. Oh I hope I do good on this project. This is really killing me, literally. I’m going through some shit right now that’s interferring with me concentrating on the project, which is always bad, trust me, I’ve learned my lessons long ago. I hope this won’t cause any more chaos than it already is.
Things seems just gotten a little harder each day. I’ve been dealing with bullshit from every direction. My main focus is my school work. I got two (actually one, the other is not really due till the end of the quarter) projects that I need to finish by Monday. One is Houdini project, which is procedural 3D modeling and animation, the other is compositing in After Effects. I’m over here stressing out trying to make things work, but my personal life is really kicking me in the ass. Ain’t shit going right for me, I am becoming an older, colder version of me again. What can I say, shit happens. I may be more unpleasant than I will ever be this time. Once you’re fed up to a certain point, you just break down, then you close out everything, you despise everything. That’s life for you.
Just trying to get back to the blogging game.
Man, I’m sick again. The weather is cold as hell down in ATL, which is crazy. I woke up this morning with a soar dry throat. It’s kind of itchy, not soar, but hurts when I try to talk loud. My eyes are hurting, and I probably should be sleeping. Last week, I stayed almost everyday at school to do my projects because my computer is still BROKEN! I had it fixed last week, but when I tried to turn it on this weekend, guess what, it didn’t work! I was so pissed off, I think I just need a new desktop. Now I’m on my Macbook, which I love it, but most of the program that I need are not universal yet, and some they just don’t make for Mac. I hope at least by tomorrow, they can get it fixed so I can get life back on track.