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Tired…

Posted by diana in TaintedSoul LJ on February 18, 2007

Yes, I’m still up, working on this animation project. I’m still at school, staring at this damn computer for the last 6 hours. I’m kind of tired, but not really, I’m sure if I hit the bed, I will feel the pain. Yet I’m still not done :( I think I’m gonna stop for the day today, then come back later today once I get some sleep, and finish this off. Oh I hope I do good on this project. This is really killing me, literally. I’m going through some shit right now that’s interferring with me concentrating on the project, which is always bad, trust me, I’ve learned my lessons long ago. I hope this won’t cause any more chaos than it already is.

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Busy Busy Busy…

Posted by diana in TaintedSoul LJ on February 17, 2007

Things seems just gotten a little harder each day. I’ve been dealing with bullshit from every direction. My main focus is my school work. I got two (actually one, the other is not really due till the end of the quarter) projects that I need to finish by Monday. One is Houdini project, which is procedural 3D modeling and animation, the other is compositing in After Effects. I’m over here stressing out trying to make things work, but my personal life is really kicking me in the ass. Ain’t shit going right for me, I am becoming an older, colder version of me again. What can I say, shit happens. I may be more unpleasant than I will ever be this time. Once you’re fed up to a certain point, you just break down, then you close out everything, you despise everything. That’s life for you.

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Sick Again

Posted by diana in TaintedSoul LJ on January 29, 2007

Just trying to get back to the blogging game.

Man, I’m sick again. The weather is cold as hell down in ATL, which is crazy. I woke up this morning with a soar dry throat. It’s kind of itchy, not soar, but hurts when I try to talk loud. My eyes are hurting, and I probably should be sleeping. Last week, I stayed almost everyday at school to do my projects because my computer is still BROKEN! I had it fixed last week, but when I tried to turn it on this weekend, guess what, it didn’t work! I was so pissed off, I think I just need a new desktop. Now I’m on my Macbook, which I love it, but most of the program that I need are not universal yet, and some they just don’t make for Mac. I hope at least by tomorrow, they can get it fixed so I can get life back on track.

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New Friends?

Posted by diana in TaintedSoul LJ on January 27, 2007

Anyone wanna be my friend? I think I’m gonna start this again…

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Something Awhile ago…

Posted by diana in TaintedSoul LJ on January 27, 2007

Something my ex wrote to me:

Are Dreams True
There are many things in life that we take for granted
And before you know it..that which you had has vanished
Now the Earth has been pulled from underneath you
Nothing is ever the same again
you think to yourself will I ever have another chance
You think will I truly be happy again
You watch the Earth as you knew it fall apart
Much like the fictitious Day After Tomorrow
Then the pieces fall to the ground
and you try to make them in to what they were but you get turned around
circles, circles, circles
You, I, Me realize that I will never have another like that again
I dwell in sadness
misery, hurt, regret
No one knows what treasures they have until they lose them
once they’re gone everything comes in to focus
you think of how you two meet
The conversations that you had
The places that you two used to go
The feelings that you still have
The things that could/should have happen
Then the screen turns black……….
…….your heart flat lines
without her you feel like life as you knew it was over
but you fight your way through this death and awake
You hope deep down that you meet again
Then one day your paths cross
The hopes, wishes, dreams come true
Smiles, happiness, joy
One can’t help but wonder is this fate
I’ve never been one to believe
but only time will tell

What do you think?

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