Time sure flies! I can’t believe it’s almost March already. In the blink of an eye, these past two months went by so fast. Working on movies is really fun. It feels great to do something that I really enjoy. My life is great, I’m launching my career, loving the city I live, but somehow, deep down inside, I still feel empty.
In this big city, I feel so tiny, so alone. I’ve lived from Atl (my home for life) to London, spent my childhood living in China (where I’m from), and you can basically say that I’ve been around the world. However, nothing can compare to the feeling that I feel now that I’m in LA. It’s bittersweet. I’m finally doing what I love, what I worked so hard for, my dream coming true, but I’m still empty inside. Is it wrong to feel this way? Like Drake said, “why do I feel so alone, like everybody passing through the studio is in character as if we acting out a movie role”. I feel like my life is a movie, and it’s about to end soon, and it’s not going to be happily ever after. I just pray that when the time comes, God will take me to his side.
